You hurt because you're alive

" - I'm okay Charlie. I'd give anything for you to see me. What I've become, but no one ever gets to see what could have been.
 - Sorry I had to break our deal.
 - It was time. It's beyond anything we ever imagined Charlie.
 - I hurt as bad as the day you died.
 - You hurt because you're alive.
 - We'll always be brothers.
 - Promise, everyday, come rain or shine, through hail or high water?
 - ...I promise. "

 - Morte e vida de Charlie St. Cloud

Don’t think I actually need to write anything more… This says exactly how i'm feeling.